Sleep

"Sleep my child and peace attend thee, all through the night. Guardian angels God will send thee, all through the night.Soft the drowsy hours are creeping, hill and vale in slumber sleeping,
                              I my loving vigil keeping, all through the night." 

These traditional words to this Welsh lullaby are going through my head today…because sleep did not come easily to me last night. Today, I am walking around in a fog, looking longingly at each soft chair I pass, counting the minutes until I can sit down and take a nap. Have you ever had a day like that?

I know that this state is not unusual to many people but it is to me. Some people are "good eaters". I am a "good sleeper." I once fell asleep -with intention-at a college basketball game. I have always been able to say "I’m just going to nap for 10 minutes"…and I do. So, not being able to sleep is out of the norm for me.  My heart goes out to people who deal with this on a regular basis.

Last night as I was staring blankly at the television screen, I held the remote, weapon-like, in my weary hand. How can there be so many channels and nothing I want to watch? I tried surfing the internet….again, a completely fruitless activity, especially in the middle of the night.  And so I lay there and thought and prayed and hoped for sleep to come. And of course, eventually it did, if a little too late.

And so today, I walk in the world with less than aware eyes, hoping that I do not miss anything of importance, that I drive safely, that tonight finds me warm and cozy and asleep…….all through the night.  Perhaps a sweet angelic voice will sing:

"O’er thy spirit gently stealing,visions of delight revealing. Breathes a pure and holy feeling ,all through the night."